The internal musings of a disorganised mind.
Build a house to crown a futureTear one down to douse the pastIn a world where much is fleetingNeed a crutch that everlastsAnd time is on your sideBut we seldom ever learnTime's a traitor in the endIn leaving--never to returnBut don't hang your head … [Read more]
People have told me that you must separate your professional/work life from your personal/home life. I want people to tell me how to do that. I've noticed that my feelings from either one would bleed into the other… easily… both positive and … [Read more]
As the number of cases of COVID-19 in T&T increase and another lockdown looms, the people are… not caring anymore. COVID fatigue has set in. People are understandably tired and frustrated at all this. I, too, am getting a bit discouraged by … [Read more]
Currently, I'm studying for the Certified Information Security Manager (CISM) exam aiming to get back certified as many of them expired through the years. But I was thinking, "why am I doing this?" The answer is easy - it's what I have always … [Read more]
I have a problem letting go. I hold on to ideas. I hold on to comfort. I hold on to anger. I hold on to my ego. And as much as I know I shouldn't be doing that, I can't help it many times. No matter how much mindful practice I take, my mind … [Read more]
After that shit-show of a year that has passed by, I'm looking forward to 2021, but tempering my expectations. First, let me recap my goals from last year: Start a new business - possible, but not really.Finish my M.Sc. project - nope, not at … [Read more]
Let's get it out of the way - 2020 sucked. The Covid-19 pandemic caused many challenges all over the world. Besides the sickness and death, we also have to face the economic difficulties that much of the lockdown and social distancing measures … [Read more]
Today I went back out to work after a two-week vacation. During this vacation, I turned off my phone and didn't check emails. I needed to take a break from work and wanted to disconnect completely. In the end, I feel no more relaxed now than when … [Read more]