The internal musings of a disorganised mind.

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The Smart Pipe – Adult Swim Satire


I've found myself recently indulging in binge watching several Adult Swim videos on YouTube. For those who don't know, Adult Swim airs on Cartoon Network at night when the kiddies are asleep. It, therefore, caters to the adult population with adult … [Read more]

In Loving Memory of Ma


It's been three weeks since my grandmother died. Saturday 16th January. Her death was unexpected. She was 82 years old. We all thought that she would live past 90 for some reason. A full life she lived. She travelled all over the world, visiting … [Read more]

My plans for 2016


The new year is now in full swing and I've yet to start looking at how to improve myself. But the start of the new year is just an arbitrary point of time. But it's as good a point as any to start. So, after all of those lessons learned last year, … [Read more]

What I learned from 2015


As 2015 fades from memory, as I usually do, I look back at what I learned during that year, and what I plan to do this year. Overall, the year was well spent and fairly productive. Not as great as I wanted it to, but life is often like that. I'm … [Read more]


Photo by Sebastian Unrau

Today is my auntie Elar's funeral. I'm not too broken up about it. Often I feel nothing until after the end. The sudden sadness engulfing me for no reason. Emotions are like that I suppose. Feel nothing and then suddenly it all comes out like a … [Read more]

This is my fight song


This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care if nobody else believes 'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me … [Read more]

Feeling defeated

Photo by Austin Ban

Defeated! That's how I felt today. … [Read more]

Staying Motivated

By David Mao

Motivation. How do we keep it? … [Read more]

I can’t go to sleep just yet…

"Sleeping Lucky" by Tambako The Jaguar

Sleep. We all need it. I try to get at least 7 hours of sleep. I know they said you need 8, but I've found 7 to be optimal for me. In reality, I've gotten 5 or 6 hours. And depend on coffee to keep me up during the day. … [Read more]

The fear that stops you

"Arc de Triomph: stair-ing down" by Hannes Fritz

Can fear stop you from getting what you really want? … [Read more]