Sometimes it just doesn’t seem to make sense to plan for anything. The pure volatility of life is just frustrating.
My need for structure and order is continuously being tested with a wrench being thrown into the machinery. I try to recover but lately finding myself struggling. As I try to put more structure in, the more challenging it seems to become.
I’m trying to be unattached to plans and outcomes, but haven’t been successful thus far.
Perhaps I’ll try basking in uncertainty for a while and see what happens.