Every month it comes.
The reminder of all the mistakes I’ve made all month. The reminder that I can’t seem to do anything right. The reminder that I’m not amounting to anything.
My end of month reports.
Progress on projects – Not much.
Progress on those maintenance activities – No, but things haven’t broken down yet.
What about those plans for the next year – Well, it really didn’t all pan out.
I would like to say that COVID prevented all that progress, but I’d be lying. We simply have too much to do and nothing I seem to do to try to address it seems to work.
It’s emotionally draining. It makes completing the report even more daunting, so I procrastinate often submitting after the deadline. Like right now.
So here’s to another month. Maybe it’ll be better.
Just wait until end of year reports come around.